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Well, I deserve to be what you think of me. It is me only who compel you to think so and I agree on you in this matter. I can’t be what you wish me to be. Its because there may be something I am not being able to understand. I shouldn’t have taken your words seriously but there was nothing to stop me from doing so, not even you. And today not only me, perhaps you too are suffering from this. I reckon you as a circle. No matter how much you travel to the infinite points in various direction, at last you will always come to the point from where you had started being with me. But the problem is that I always behave like a tangent, thinking something straightly towards the same direction not keeping in mind that your direction is going to change every time, when I find you reach a new point every time. As your thoughts are broad, the circle you are making also seems to be broad. And then there is me whose area occupied being a tangent is almost negligible, so does my thoughts. I don...

काश म चरा अनि तिमी चरी भइदिएको भए काश म चरा अनि तिमी चरी भइदिएको भए, न कसैले देख्ला  भन्ने डर न समय धेरै बित्ला भन्ने डर आफ्नै हुन्थ्यो सारा आकाश, आफ्नै हुन्थ्यो बादल तिर्खा लागे खोला नदी, भोक लागे काफल नाचिन्थ्यो आफ्नै धुनमा, चाहिँदैनथ्यो मादल मात्र तिमी मेरो अनि म तिम्रो, माया नै माया हुन्थ्यो जिन्दगीमा हाम्रो ।। साहारा हामी एकअर्काको अनि हाम्रो साहारा प्रकृति न पैसाको पछि सङ्घर्ष गर्नु पर्ने न त जिन्दगीलाई सुन्दर बनाउन पैसा देखाउन पर्ने जे भएर बाँचे पनि उद्येश्य हाम्रो खुसी हुनु पर्ने तिमी मसँग खुसी, म तिमीसँग अनि हाम्रो साहारा प्रकृति माथि आकाश हुन्थ्यो, वरिपरि प्रेमले मिसिएको हावा माया नै माया हुन्थ्यो जिन्दगीमा हाम्रो ।।

Imagine you get home from a long day at work. You’re absolutely exhausted, and your best friend invites you out for a night on the town. Despite being tired, you say yes, and by the end of the evening, you actually feel energized. It may seem contradictory to get an energy boost from such an outing, but dedicating time to deep social relationships will boost your long-term happiness. Just consider the positive psychologists, Ed Diener and Martin Seligman, who looked at the differences between “very happy people” and those who were less satisfied. The only significant difference between the groups was that those who saw their lives as happier had strong circles of family, friends and/or romantic partners. So, while spending time with the special people in your life may not be enough to make you happy, it certainly plays a major role. After all, by sharing your life with others, you invite them to share their lives with you. You open your thoughts, feelings and experiences to th...

I don’t know how to write about the whole year in just a few paragraphs, so here is just a glimpse of the year 2017. In those 365 days, every day started with some new thoughts, ideas and plans and ended with the new experiences, sometimes with satisfaction and sometimes being depressed. In the last days of the year, we must cherish with those moments that gave a smile on our face. The year 2017 was the beginning of my next phase of life as I started my mechanical engineer bachelor study in the same year. I have chosen my source of identity as mechanical engineer and in the coming years, I need to prove it. Another reason to cherish the year is I got a lot of time to spend with my family at home and enjoyed the festive season with them because you don’t know what coming years is planning for us. There are some of the dates I am never going to forget. Those are such memorable moments which always makes me remember the year 2017. I also had my birthday celebration with some o...

The day started with desire to cut off boredom but it ended giving me the sweetest memory of all time. I am not here to explain what had happened that day but to remember those beautiful moments. Every moment I spend with you is like a beautiful dream come true. When I walk next to you, I often want to forget where we are going. I just to want to walk with you holding your hands spreading sweet fragrance of love in the air. I always want to stop the time when you are with me. I never thought anyone would ever make me smile, laugh and capture my heart as far as you have. Actually you look divine! If I were to present your face to heaven then many angels will hide their face in shame. I love the way you talk, I love the way you walk, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you smile, I love the way you feel shy and I love the way you are. Your presence is enough to make my day the best among all. When I see you, my heart starts to jump with joy and beats faster. When you are wit...

I found a love for me Darling just dive right in And follow my lead Well I found a girl beautiful and sweet I never knew you were the someone waiting for me 'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love Not knowing what it was I will not give you up this time But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own And in your eyes you're holding mine Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets To carry love, to carry children of our own We are still kids, but we're so in love Fighting against all odds I know we'll be alright this time Darling, just hold my hand Be my girl, I'll be your man I s...

Everything was going normal better I'll say fine then you came to make me realize how special my life is. It's not me who found you but it was my heart. You are now thinking probably who she might be. She can be among you who get chance to read this and who knows, she can be you, yes you. Can't believe? Ok ! Go to flashback and see whether your presence made me behave differently in front of you than others. Similarly, Have you ever noticed my eyes looking downwards when you are saying something to me? Perhaps! You might have ignored this then but there was something that made me to behave differently. I won't point your name but you can guess yourself whether that was really you or someone else. If you gonna find yourself in my words, don't worry. Just put a smile on your face and remember those moments, that'll be enough for me. But if you don't find, read from the beginning again untill you accept yourself. . Good luck ❤️😂😂 !

Leaving the one you loved the most is the worst feeling in the world. But I had to go anyhow leaving the star I liked the most to keep my life going on. I had nothing to do with the star except remembering it. Surely I was hoping one day that star will shine towards me. Today I will give credit to my hope that was the main reason I can say now 'the star' to 'my star'. I know my star will always shine towards me so I needn't to be worry about the darkness. I have loved the star too fondly to be fearful of the night. Although I have to go far away from my star, I won't be worrying about the distance because I know my star will never go away from my eyes. Of course you are the brightest star in my sky. Always sparkle and always shine when you are far away from me so that I can see you and tackle every dark part of my life.

Yes, I was then going to the new galaxy with a certain mission. And I remember that day, my first visit to the new galaxy with thousands of stars but  I still don't know why I just saw only one of them. My eyes got stocked on the same star ignoring the others. I tried many times not to remember that star but my eyes never agreed instead it sent a image of the star to the heart. Then I couldn't do anything except accepting what my heart says, after all I can't live without heart. But for many years I couldn't find that star and got engaged with the purpose for what I had visited the galaxy. Suddenly after many years of darkness, the star appeared with full of brightness not too far away from me like for the first time. My eyes got what it was waiting for and heart found a reason to be active. My journey to the galaxy begins again but it didn't last for long. Soon I had to go somewhere else leaving the galaxy and obviously the star. And I left unwillingly hoping ...

When everyone says you to do something, ask yourself first whether you really need to do that thing. If it really needs to be done then you should otherwise forget what others say. You only can know your desire, dream and capability. Don't make others desire as your own if it's not of yours. Love and desire are the spirit's wings to great deeds. If you don't find anything to live your life, your desires will keep you alive. But you shouldn't afraid of sacrificing something for your desire. If you don't sacrifice for what you want, what you want becomes the sacrifice. You may desire anything but firstly you should make yourself well deserved for what you desire. Success starts with a burning desire inside yourself and the determination to never quit on. Make yourself capable and everything seems possible.