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Leaving the one you loved the most is the worst feeling in the world. But I had to go anyhow leaving the star I liked the most to keep my life going on. I had nothing to do with the star except remembering it. Surely I was hoping one day that star will shine towards me. Today I will give credit to my hope that was the main reason I can say now 'the star' to 'my star'. I know my star will always shine towards me so I needn't to be worry about the darkness. I have loved the star too fondly to be fearful of the night. Although I have to go far away from my star, I won't be worrying about the distance because I know my star will never go away from my eyes. Of course you are the brightest star in my sky. Always sparkle and always shine when you are far away from me so that I can see you and tackle every dark part of my life.

Yes, I was then going to the new galaxy with a certain mission. And I remember that day, my first visit to the new galaxy with thousands of stars but  I still don't know why I just saw only one of them. My eyes got stocked on the same star ignoring the others. I tried many times not to remember that star but my eyes never agreed instead it sent a image of the star to the heart. Then I couldn't do anything except accepting what my heart says, after all I can't live without heart. But for many years I couldn't find that star and got engaged with the purpose for what I had visited the galaxy. Suddenly after many years of darkness, the star appeared with full of brightness not too far away from me like for the first time. My eyes got what it was waiting for and heart found a reason to be active. My journey to the galaxy begins again but it didn't last for long. Soon I had to go somewhere else leaving the galaxy and obviously the star. And I left unwillingly hoping ...

When everyone says you to do something, ask yourself first whether you really need to do that thing. If it really needs to be done then you should otherwise forget what others say. You only can know your desire, dream and capability. Don't make others desire as your own if it's not of yours. Love and desire are the spirit's wings to great deeds. If you don't find anything to live your life, your desires will keep you alive. But you shouldn't afraid of sacrificing something for your desire. If you don't sacrifice for what you want, what you want becomes the sacrifice. You may desire anything but firstly you should make yourself well deserved for what you desire. Success starts with a burning desire inside yourself and the determination to never quit on. Make yourself capable and everything seems possible.

When I hear somebody saying "Life is hard.", I m always tempted to ask ,"compared to what ?". Life is what it needs to be i.e very simple but it's you who make it complicated. Life doesn't put things in front of you that you cannot handle. Make sure you have some purpose in your life that can be for something or can also be for someone else. The good life is one inspired by love and guided by knowledge. Once you start to love your life, you will find the real meaning of your life. Try to fight with the problems of your life. Sometimes you win sometimes you learn. Everything you've ever wanted is on the other side of the fear. If you let fear overcome you then you'll sink deeper and deeper and you won't be able to reach your destiny. The more fearful your life be, the more difficult be your  life to handle. 

And you sit in a room with nobody except many thoughts that arise in your mind. You don't have anything to do except playing with your thoughts. Sometimes you just bring innovative ideas but often you get depressed because you become more curious to the bad thoughts. Rather take those lonely situation as your opportunity to take your imagination to the next level of curiosity. Actually dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely. Don't think you can't do anything being alone, infact you can make whole world stunned. While being alone just think now it's your turn to give some time to yourself to build up your personality. Always remember, Loneliness is not lack of company but it is lack of purpose. Sometimes you find yourself, in the middle of nowhere and sometimes in the middle of nowhere, you need to find yourself. 

Everything happens in my life except what I usually expect but I m not so cruel to blame all these to my life rather accept what life does to me. Motivating yourself in this situation helps you to keep alive from inside heart. I always want to think good , doesn't matter whether any good things happen to me or not. I agree life has given me many chances to overcome the worst situation. Actually we are not the product of our circumstances, we are the product of our decisions. The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity. Although my life can change, I won't change myself completely out of my nature. I must be ready to handle any situation in my life without giving up. I have learned over the years that when one’s mind is made up, this diminishes fear. Now my aspiration will be to make my life worthy , but not expecting worthy from my life. 

It's not hard to define others who you are but it's hard for them to understand you.